family abuseAs my torching days go past one by onefamily abuse
With no friends beside me as I go through
Being abused by my own step mother
As my dad just sits there and watches
My step brother and my sister are being treated as angles As the tease me for being hated by their mum
While I'm sleeping in a box as my bed As I'm thinking what my life would be if I stayed with my real mum
She is taking more and more drugs each second
As i found my first friend at my new school
Things started to get easier
As i talked about my step mother and how she abused me She wanted to be friends with me
abused from my loverNo matter how hard you try to tar me down You can never defeat meabused from my lover
No matter what you say it will always be denied
Being with you is like being in a war that I always win You try too hard and I always find your weakness A daggered hart is all it takes to demolish you
A broken heart is all it takes to hurt me and make me angry
As you think of me through the night of all the fights we had
You come back for more yet this time I stay away As happy I am with you when the fighting is stoped
I'm happier with a friend that treats me with respect
You abuse me when I'm out wi
deserved to dieThe dreaded tears running from my eye to my cheeks The thought of losing you to the devils belowdeserved to die
The hate I shared with your wife The child I shared with you is now dead in my stomach As you bunched it to destroy the memories of the love we shared Devastated that the one I love is now in jail for murdering my child The threats given from his wife have been reported My life with you had forever came to its end As you hang with the rope around your neck to drop Just think about the life you could have had with me As your last ten s
RevengeAs I shiver of the thought of your painRevenge
Here I am thinking of myself The gilt that is hidden in despair
The anger I held throughout the years of toucher I am finally getting my own revenge
As you saw me in pain and anger
All you did was laugh for your own amusement Despite all the dreadful and disgusting things you've done Have you ever felt regret or dishonesty? As i walk past you in pain and agony I see your face in excitement
I ask for your friendship and you just deny it
As I beg for your kindness and all you do is laugh
My revenge has came sta
A Tune"Your doing it! Your dancing!"A Tune
Your giggle fills the air "no I'm not, I'm spinning in circles. That's not dancing at /all/"
"it's dancing in my eyes"
You stop spinning to stare at me sitting on the ground watching you,
You smile. Then go back to spinning.
Your hand brushes past leaves and bushes, your feet, ever so lightly touching the grass.
Head thrown back staring at the sky, An amazing sight to see you so full of life again. One graceful step you take, getting further away from me, And another, And another, And another, Till your s
WeightThe air is knocked out of me, As your heart hit mine, Trying to make its self home.Weight
I can feel of both our hearts fluttering around me as one, Making my stomach do more flips than usual, Making my breathe come even faster, My body needing you even more. But what can I do to stop this? Nothing, I'm too weak, And now that your dead and gone, I know that you kept your promise. That when you did die, Your heart will always be with mine, /As one/
I put my hand where I fill its weight in my chest.
"as one" the words echo in my head
Devious Journal Entry
Annoyed
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Meat Is Murder!
Be Everything They Never Wanted You To Be!!!!!!
Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..."--Gerard Way
“This shit is easy peasy pumpkin peasy. Pumpkin pie, motherfucker!” --- Gerard Way
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at least try
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at least try
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Meat Is Murder!
Be Everything They Never Wanted You To Be!!!!!!
Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..."--Gerard Way
“This shit is easy peasy pumpkin peasy. Pumpkin pie, motherfucker!” --- Gerard Way
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